Medicine and God

Here I stand between my profession and my faith

In between medicine and God

In between what I see and what I know

In between what is true now and what will be true

In between opposing facts, that somehow support each other

I fight a spiritual battle while the physical apparent reality is thrust before my eyes every day.

I realize how hopelessly human I am.

I realize how hopelessly human everyone is.

I realize how awesomely powerful and loving God must be.

I realize how easy it is to say, "God, I trust You," and how tragically difficult it is to say, "God, I still trust You," and even more so, yet again, to say, "God, I trust you, yet."